Wow I really love reading your long life stories. Thanks so much and I really appreciate for your courage to share it with me when you could send me a private email (on my profile) if you want to feel more comfortable to let me know what you found in my writings. There is nothing we could do about our childhood and past unless taking a lesson and giving an understanding for the lacks of our loved ones (particularly for older generations) in order to learn to give the best for your kids when you start a family. It's ok to have a map for your future life as a plan and also making a preparation for yourself emotionally and mentally. We don't live for fun but we will find funny things to do and to remember in life. You are still young and don't rush things as we might imagine everything about the future on our mind, let things flow and happen naturally and yeah my advice to myself is to make me happy first before sharing my happiness with someone else (in a marriage life). Having and keeping a healthy body and brain is also one of the best investments for your future self. I hope you will become a great doctor and successful in your career and personal life. There will always be something you should sacrifice one day and wishfully it would be based on the best consideration for you and your loved ones as well. :)